We all wish each other a happy Christmas, New Year and who knows what else. Do we really care? I don't know anymore.
I'm miserable and there's nothing happy about the new year to me. Yes, I know... I have so many things to be grateful for, but I don't want to go through life being grateful for the stuff that already happened. I want to look forward to something. I don't see anything right now.
I want to sleep. And I can't.
I want to get as drunk as hell and forget about it. And I can't.
The worst things that can happen to me look so good right now. No wonder there's so much depression all over the world. And shooting in a mall in Finland. Well, there you have it.
Happy New Year.
Here are my new year's solutions:
*I'm gonna get fatter.
*I'm gonna get one year older.
*I'm gonna get my heart broken again.
I'm really sorry if this post brings you down. It's just something I had to do. I do believe there are many people who feel the same way. You're not alone. Hang in there. This capitalistic animal is going to die soon anyway. ;)
Love you all!