I'm not OK. I've been trying to keep it low, 'cause I want to focus on nail polish and animals and other good things in life (on this blog). And after the thing that happened to my father - I feel like I'm in no position to complain at all...
But then again: this is MY blog and I can rant when I want to. And it's my life, so I can't focus just on other people. And above it all - my friend Ange-Marie is also hurting and I just got a mail that made the tears go wild.
I had the most heart-breaking dreams again. He haunts me... keeps rejecting me over and over again. The person who loved me ''unconditionally'' for almost 5 years. Yeah, he loved me. And he broke my heart in a second. Who knew.
You said forever... and ever... who knew.
But I keep your memory,
You visit me in my sleep...
My darling, who knew.
I can't believe what you said to me
Last night, we were alone
You threw your hands up in the air
Baby you gave up, you gave up
Why do I feel like I'll never be able to love again. To love like I loved him.
My heart literally stopped working right...
Which is your ''let the tears out'' song? Which are the lyrics that make your heart ache?
P.S.: I don't need the sympathy words... I just want to let you know how I'm feeling. And if you feel the same - you're not alone!