I'm serious. Especially if you're happy and enjoying your Sunday...then don't read any further. Have a nice day and be happy!
I'm not feeling too good. The depression is getting worse (I'm still taking 2 pills every day) and it's combined with a strong feeling of anxiety which shows itself as cheast (heart) pain. I don't even feel like changing my mani. It doesn't matter... my current mani still looks good.
I had those bad dreams again... I know you must be so tired of me telling you that, but trust me: I'm even more tired of that. All I want to do is sleep and even then I can't have my peace. It's so tiring. Three years of being a total wreck...
I love you, dear reader, I love the people around me, I love my cats... there's so much I love. But right now, I can't hold on to that. I just can't see through this veil of darkness. It's like a mind cancer. I'm so weak and useless.
I just want those dreams to...
I want to sleep. In peace.
Now I'm gonna go cry my heart out, snuggle my cats and try to sleep. Thank you for all your support! You all mean a lot to me.