I'm a just a shell at the moment. There's so many things going on... I can't get enough sleep, I can't do anything. Both my father and my uncle are in a hospital. I want to tell you about the strength that my uncle had shown... He survived 11 heart attacks in one night and I can't even get out of bed in the morning. My optimism kicked in though. I have no other choice. I'm doing fine, don't feel sorry for me.
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